December 7, 2020: Comfortably Numb

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Hello? Is there anybody in there? Just nod if you can hear me. Is there anyone home? Come on now. I hear you’re feeling down. Well, I can ease your pain. And get you on your feet again. Relax. I’ll need some information first. Just the basic facts. Can you show me where it hurts?

For me, it was November 16th. The Monday night loss to the Vikings. I think I peaked that night. I don’t think I could get any madder at the Bears. For some, it may have been last Sunday night in Green Bay. Maybe that was your tipping point? For others, maybe yesterday… some may say the most pathetic loss of the season against the Lions. “Fire everyone” is the battle cry among most Bears fans. For me, for better or worse, I have become comfortably numb.

I’m just going through the motions. Get up on Sunday. Put my Bears jersey on. Watch the Bears game. See them lose. Walk the dog. See my Bears flag wrapped around the pole; unfurl it. Get up the next morning. Put on my Bears hoodie. Go to work. Just marching through each day of the season, knowing our fate… accepting it… There is nothing else that could happen that could make me feel any worse about this season. It’s over…

You know which play bothered me for some reason yesterday? Sure, I don’t think Allen Robinson running out of bounds uncontested short of the marker on that late 3rd down can be beat. I think the Bears defense letting the Lions drive down the field for a 95 yard TD pretty much uncontested is up there. Even Mooney (Mooney?) returning a kick off and sliding down at the 11 yard line could be an option. The Trubisky fumble… yeah, well… what did you expect? But for me, it was Anthony Miller running out of bounds with about 4 minutes left to play after catching a short pass; maybe you remember it too… maybe not. It doesn’t really matter, but let me tell you anyways. He catches the pass and has a little running room, then he makes a decision. Instead of turning it up field for another yard or two, initiating contact with the defender, keeping the ball in bounds, keeping the clock running, he decides “F it”, I’ll just run out of bounds. What the hell is wrong with guys nowadays?

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I know… we’re spoiled, at least those of us who watched the greatest football player of all time play every Sunday. Walter Payton would never… I’ve mentioned this before; this is not the first time this has happened. Whether it’s a 3rd string RB who finally gets his shot deciding to run out of bounds uncontested instead of trying to make a play with the chance he’s got, or whether it’s on the flip side, and Eddie Jackson simply having no interest in wrapping up and making a proper, hard nosed tackle. It’s the little things… the things that show me that you don’t care… that you’re not interested in playing football… that you’re not giving us your best effort.

We’ve been down this road before… watching Bears teams not give a shit. That’s worse than having a no-talent team that plays their heart out. Now I’m not saying this is across the board; that would be insulting to those players who lay it on the line each and every week, and to them, I thank you. THIS is all we really ask. Give it your best shot; bring your A game every week. I’m sorry… you can’t tell me this defensive effort against the pitiful Lions was your A game… to follow up an absolute bed shitting against the Packers? The one side of the ball we can always count on is gone… and now, we have nothing.

I’m not even that mad any more. It’s like that feeling that one more beer won’t get you any drunker; one more Bears loss won’t get me any more upset. Or maybe better yet… like the Doors told us, we couldn’t get much higher… but, if I told you that, you know that it would be untrue; you know that I would be a liar. Or maybe we finish as we started with some Pink Floyd… Out of the corner of my eye. I turned to look but it was gone. I cannot put my finger on it now. The child is grown, the dream is gone. See you next week.

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